girls

i hate girls. esp girls named nicole. this girl is such a fucking slut. it makes me so mad, when my bf and i broke up for a while she immediately tried to move in on him. she would talk to me and say things like "he is an ass" and then go behind my back and call him baby and stuff. so i havent talked to her in about 3 weeks, and today she IMs me and says whore :) and signs off. im so above that im tired of dealing with little girls that think that there tough and then when it comes down to it, they wont say anything to your face. ugh im not dealing with her nonsense anymore if she says one more thing to me thats it, i cant be "mature" about this anymore. she is driving me crazy, and i know she still wants my bf even tho she doesnt talk to him. HE IS MINE BITCH FUCK OFF. sorry i had to rant again. ill write again once ive calmed down. 

.weekend.

so its been a pretty good weekend. spending alot of time with the boyfriend. I've been really stressed that he is going to leave me. he tried to break up with me the other day because i caught him in a lie. it didnt make sense, but i was a mess. i hate when he puts me in situations like that, but when he does it makes me realize how much i really do appreciate him. i mean like im not trying to encourage to make him do it more, but we honestly have moments together when i am just laying in his arms and im like this is so right, no one knows me like he does besides my family and my best friend.  i love him so much, tomorrow is our 7 months. 

anyways school has started and its not cool. i have class tomorrow at 8:30 which means i am going to need to be up by 8. its horrible so i want to be in bed by 11. i hate mondays and wednesdays. actually i hate sunday and monday nights. b/c then i have to go to bed early. whatever im rambling. haha i need to start posting more.